~heyeezie

Now it seems like I'm never on.
This is actually a good thing, since now I can have a life and spend time with people and whatnot but I've given up certain things like talking to online friends [what I have left of them] and drawing. God, I haven't drawn anything in ages. I always start things, but I never finish anything anymore. I have no idea why. I guess I'm in a really long slump. I feel like everything I draw looks the same. Same expression, same faces, same body types, same positions. When I do try something new it always turns out like crap, so I just scrunch it up and throw it out with all the others. But starting August, I'm going to start submitting at least 2 fully drawn and colored deviations a month. As for being online, we'll see. Gateway is being a xxxxhead and they haven't shipped my SCD even though it's been past 3-5 buisness days. Grr.

Ummm. In other news it's almost my birthday? Haha. Yayyy. I'm gonna be fifteen. I'll be hanging out with some friends someplace. We'll look like a big group of Azns. Haha. I seriously need some cash, though. I've been doing all these jobs around the house for some cash. I cleaned some windows at four dollars a window and I gained about sixty or seventy something dollars, but then I somehow spent it all. I have no idea how to be honest. I should pay more attention to how I spend things...Anyway, I need the money for back to school clothes shopping. My wardrobe is so crap, I really want some new outfits. But clothes are so damn expensiveee, seriously. I was at the mall and I saw this really nice jacket at Victoria's Secret but it was like...$50. I looked at it and was like, "What the hell? I would spend maybe $30 for it but not $50." I wish I spent my summer in Asia this year. Everything is so cheap there.

I rambled a lot up there. Heh. Sorry. It's not like any of you read it though, so it's okay.

P.S. Fall, sorry for not being onlineeee. I'll try. x) <3